What's Newhttp://sup.live.com/WhatsNew/RAFeed.aspx?cid=b303117c907cce83&mkt=en-USWindows Live2009-11-23T16:18:00.0000000Ztag:www.live.com,2008-08:/whatsnew/6403544982806810/0/B303117C907CCE83!485carmel added a blog entry 19th July 2007<a href="http://cid-b303117c907cce83.profile.live.com/">carmel</a> added a blog entry <a href="http://cid-b303117c907cce83.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!B303117C907CCE83!485.entry">19th July 2007</a>"Where have I been these past few weeks? months? I had gone to sleep and time has past me by.
What has happened to my season's, the sun and the rain. What has t..."2009-11-23T16:18:00.0000000Ztag:www.live.com,2008-08:/whatsnew/6403544982806810/0/B303117C907CCE83!483carmel added a blog entry Jason<a href="http://cid-b303117c907cce83.profile.live.com/">carmel</a> added a blog entry <a href="http://cid-b303117c907cce83.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!B303117C907CCE83!483.entry">Jason</a>"This is off the top of my head, not sure how it got up there in the first place but its here now. Thoughts, where do they come from, and there are just so many ..."2009-09-09T13:18:35.0000000Ztag:www.live.com,2008-08:/whatsnew/6403544982806810/0/B303117C907CCE83!482carmel added a blog entry I love you<a href="http://cid-b303117c907cce83.profile.live.com/">carmel</a> added a blog entry <a href="http://cid-b303117c907cce83.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!B303117C907CCE83!482.entry">I love you</a>"Thought it bout time i added something here.....
I _ _ _ _ you!
What a scary word 'love' is. We all want to, need to be loved, but can we say it? when is it eas..."2009-09-08T14:53:10.0000000Ztag:www.live.com,2008-08:/whatsnew/6403544982806810/0/B303117C907CCE83!481carmel added a blog entry oh thou that disbelieve<a href="http://cid-b303117c907cce83.profile.live.com/">carmel</a> added a blog entry <a href="http://cid-b303117c907cce83.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!B303117C907CCE83!481.entry">oh thou that disbelieve</a>"Oh thou that disbelieve what thou has said to me.
In truest form with words of scorn.
For I am found to be with out.
Once single angst i now withdraw.
To thy si..."2009-08-20T09:35:50.0000000Ztag:www.live.com,2008-08:/whatsnew/6403544982806810/0/B303117C907CCE83!479carmel added a blog entry sick of it all!<a href="http://cid-b303117c907cce83.profile.live.com/">carmel</a> added a blog entry <a href="http://cid-b303117c907cce83.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!B303117C907CCE83!479.entry">sick of it all!</a>"I'm so bloody sick of it all! oh i am expected to be me, and when i am me! i'm obviously someone else. Why is it that i get the third degree and yet there are w..."2009-07-25T21:28:34.0000000Ztag:www.live.com,2008-08:/whatsnew/6403544982806810/0/B303117C907CCE83!478carmel added a blog entry What do you know?<a href="http://cid-b303117c907cce83.profile.live.com/">carmel</a> added a blog entry <a href="http://cid-b303117c907cce83.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!B303117C907CCE83!478.entry">What do you know?</a>"This i shall write on the train this arvo on my way to a cafe meeting, i'm sure i can come up with words as there hasn't been any in a long time."2009-07-13T04:49:49.0000000Ztag:www.live.com,2008-08:/whatsnew/6403544982806810/0/B303117C907CCE83!477carmel added a blog entry A winter's day<a href="http://cid-b303117c907cce83.profile.live.com/">carmel</a> added a blog entry <a href="http://cid-b303117c907cce83.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!B303117C907CCE83!477.entry">A winter's day</a>"
I love this song; it reminds me of how i sometimes like to be. Untouchable, safe, away from everyone and everything.
I'm not sad or lonely just would rather no..."2009-06-25T08:15:55.0000000Ztag:www.live.com,2008-08:/whatsnew/6403544982806810/0/B303117C907CCE83!476carmel added a blog entry Shh! careful he might hear you!<a href="http://cid-b303117c907cce83.profile.live.com/">carmel</a> added a blog entry <a href="http://cid-b303117c907cce83.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!B303117C907CCE83!476.entry">Shh! careful he might hear you!</a>" 
 "2009-06-24T14:12:18.0000000Ztag:www.live.com,2008-08:/whatsnew/6403544982806810/0/B303117C907CCE83!475carmel added a blog entry Pain<a href="http://cid-b303117c907cce83.profile.live.com/">carmel</a> added a blog entry <a href="http://cid-b303117c907cce83.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!B303117C907CCE83!475.entry">Pain</a>"The most painful thing a girl could go through, is meeting someone really nice and not taking the friendship slowly.
In such a rush to be with that person, the..."2009-06-19T07:39:28.0000000Ztag:www.live.com,2008-08:/whatsnew/6403544982806810/0/B303117C907CCE83!473carmel added a blog entry Sad times<a href="http://cid-b303117c907cce83.profile.live.com/">carmel</a> added a blog entry <a href="http://cid-b303117c907cce83.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!B303117C907CCE83!473.entry">Sad times</a>"Sad times at the moment.....Going through dad's old things, sieving what to keep, throw away, lifeline etc its just a hard on the brain, mind, heart process.
Fi..."2009-06-13T05:52:07.0000000Z