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&quot;&#160;&#160;&#160; 主啊，好久没有到这里来向你倾诉了，总觉得可以靠着自己应付一切，可是发现自己真的很无知也很失败。学生的人数已经达到我的极限，而我也显示出过度劳累的迹象，觉得自己很多的不足，需要更多的装备；房子的事仍然没有结果；还有monkey，我觉得自己被卡在中间，不知道如何是好，仿佛你也向我隐藏了一样，呼求也没有应答，事实上是...&quot; 2009-11-25T07:28:41.0000000Z tag:www.live.com,2008-08:/whatsnew/6403544982806810/0/298827DA34E52BC1!1785

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&quot; by Shane Barnard and Robbie SeayHe will allure herHe will pursue herAnd call her outTo wilderness with flowers in His handShe is respondingBeat up and hurtingD...&quot; 2009-11-18T15:38:28.0000000Z tag:www.live.com,2008-08:/whatsnew/6403544982806810/0/298827DA34E52BC1!1784

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&quot;&#160;&#160;&#160; 魔鬼依然很汹涌，他真的知道你的软肋，我对爱倔强的愤世嫉俗和讥讽，很可能会破坏一段美好的关系，也伤害到别人。我的心战战兢兢，那种惧怕其实并不根植于现在的关系，而是由来已久没有被处理过的伤害。我知道自己的没有安全感，心里的惧怕，不信任爱，都需要时间处理，祈求神手下留情并非解决之道，出路则是靠着神，凭信心，勇敢地走出...&quot; 2009-11-18T15:36:49.0000000Z tag:www.live.com,2008-08:/whatsnew/6403544982806810/0/298827DA34E52BC1!1783

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&quot; Before the throne of God aboveI have a strong, a perfect plea:A great High Priest, whose name is Love,Who ever lives and pleads for me.My name is graven on his...&quot; 2009-11-18T13:37:05.0000000Z tag:www.live.com,2008-08:/whatsnew/6403544982806810/0/298827DA34E52BC1!1782

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&quot; Lord, I come to U and pour out my heart before U. Here are my problems that I got into these days:1.deny my own needs, afraid of speaking out my thoughts, try ...&quot; 2009-11-13T05:24:05.0000000Z tag:www.live.com,2008-08:/whatsnew/6403544982806810/0/298827DA34E52BC1!1781

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&quot;&#160;&#160;&#160; 昨天下午在厨房做饭，接到房东电话，我的心就沉了下去，到现在也不愿接受搬家的事实。这个小屋子，花费了我多少的心血啊，一点一点，燕子衔泥一般慢慢布置起来的，所有的家具，还有家具的安排，花了好多的心思，真是舍不得！神啊，你知道我对这里的感情，你知道我付出的爱，还有这里的回忆，我一丁点都不想搬家，主啊，我不想搬家，一点...&quot; 2009-11-11T07:39:51.0000000Z tag:www.live.com,2008-08:/whatsnew/6403544982806810/0/298827DA34E52BC1!1780

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&quot;&#160;&#160;&#160; 最开始听到要pull back时，特别接受不了，为什么要guard our hearts？我们不是都感觉很好吗？我的感情我做主啊！！可是，原来我们已被主救赎，我们的身心灵都不再属于自己了，乃是属于神，我对自己不再有主权，愿耶稣做我的主，主啊，我不要看到我手的工作，我要你在我生命中做工！！&quot; 2009-11-10T16:00:27.0000000Z tag:www.live.com,2008-08:/whatsnew/6403544982806810/0/298827DA34E52BC1!1779

<a href="http://cid-298827da34e52bc1.profile.live.com/">Banana</a> added a blog entry <a href="http://cid-298827da34e52bc1.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!298827DA34E52BC1!1779.entry">还要亲近你</a>

&quot;&#160;&#160;&#160; 主啊，我要亲近你，还要亲近你，求你就近我，使我心里有亮光、智慧和力量，主啊，求你照着你的美意成全，我们都要单单仰望你，给我们敬畏的心，我们要看到你的工作，认识你的智慧和美善，我们要确知你的心意，我们不愿越过你。主啊，求你给猴子智慧，求你透过他来带领我们的关系，求主装备他做属灵的头，使他在你里面站立的稳，也恳求圣...&quot; 2009-11-10T15:52:20.0000000Z tag:www.live.com,2008-08:/whatsnew/6403544982806810/0/298827DA34E52BC1!1778

<a href="http://cid-298827da34e52bc1.profile.live.com/">Banana</a> added a blog entry <a href="http://cid-298827da34e52bc1.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!298827DA34E52BC1!1778.entry">May Your Will Be Done</a>

&quot;&#160;&#160;&#160; 一直以为只有真实的人，才能见证上帝，可是人其实很难有勇气面对真实的自己，所以我的博客总是时断时续，其实越是中断的部分，越值得花时间探索。最近更新很少，不仅仅是因为其中的故事牵涉到另一个人，也是因为无法正视自己的忘恩、软弱和顽梗，更是因为自己对上帝的不信，不再向他坦露心声，隐瞒自己的不信、困惑、挣扎。当我渐渐疏忽...&quot; 2009-11-10T04:02:16.0000000Z tag:www.live.com,2008-08:/whatsnew/6403544982806810/0/298827DA34E52BC1!1777

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&quot; 不知从何时起，祷告开始变得冷淡，也不再有灵里的争战。自己又不知不觉把神抛在脑后，仿佛没有灵性的存在一样。我真是忘恩，若不是圣灵提醒，不知还要沉睡到什么时候。真是不能靠着自己夸口，神那样爱我、拯救我，可我转眼就忘，仍然硬着颈项，重蹈覆辙，我对自己真是无语了，若不是神怜悯我，我又要奔着以前的路走到天黑了......感谢神...&quot; 2009-11-08T15:12:08.0000000Z tag:www.live.com,2008-08:/whatsnew/6403544982806810/0/298827DA34E52BC1!1776

<a href="http://cid-298827da34e52bc1.profile.live.com/">Banana</a> added a blog entry <a href="http://cid-298827da34e52bc1.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!298827DA34E52BC1!1776.entry">In Christ alone</a>

&quot; In Christ alone my hope is found;He is my light, my strength, my song;This cornerstone, this solid ground,Firm through the fiercest drought and storm.What heig...&quot; 2009-11-05T16:18:13.0000000Z tag:www.live.com,2008-08:/whatsnew/6403544982806810/0/298827DA34E52BC1!1775

<a href="http://cid-298827da34e52bc1.profile.live.com/">Banana</a> added a blog entry <a href="http://cid-298827da34e52bc1.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!298827DA34E52BC1!1775.entry">感恩+受教</a>

&quot; 很多时候，我们自以为比别人优越，足以教导，但是事实上，我们都是人，时而清醒，时而糊涂，时而刚强，时而软弱，所以神要我们在一起彼此学习，彼此担待，彼此相爱。感谢神赐给我的朋友们，你们都是我生命中的礼物！！我现在真知道有神在带领我们的关系，带领每一个人，每一件事！！万事互相效力，叫爱神的人得益处！！谢谢神向我们显示他自己...&quot; 2009-11-05T16:09:06.0000000Z tag:www.live.com,2008-08:/whatsnew/6403544982806810/0/298827DA34E52BC1!1773

<a href="http://cid-298827da34e52bc1.profile.live.com/">Banana</a> added a blog entry <a href="http://cid-298827da34e52bc1.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!298827DA34E52BC1!1773.entry">love is not earned</a>

&quot;&#160;&#160;&#160; 最近真是感慨，今天下午在多乐之日见到Artemis，本已打算放弃的梦想，看来又重新有了转机，但也不能如此乐观，还要继续观察和等待吧。&#160;&#160;&#160; 无论是生活还是服侍，我发现其实目前最需要最需要的是，在神面前认识自己的价值，并且接纳自己，爱自己，尊重自己。若要有尊严、有价值的活着，实在太需要这样的确认和接纳，这是最基本...&quot; 2009-10-28T15:55:36.0000000Z tag:www.live.com,2008-08:/whatsnew/6403544982806810/0/298827DA34E52BC1!1772

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&quot; Monkey is going on a banana fast, and Banana a monkey fast. Thank Him for bringing us on the same page, and thanks for the fast week. Lord, I came to know how ...&quot; 2009-10-24T16:19:29.0000000Z tag:www.live.com,2008-08:/whatsnew/6262816084389130/0/298827DA34E52BC1!1760

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<a href="http://cid-298827da34e52bc1.profile.live.com/">Banana</a> added a blog entry <a href="http://cid-298827da34e52bc1.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!298827DA34E52BC1!1758.entry">life is not meant to be analysed, it is to be lived.</a>

&quot; 我发现没有被记录下来的记忆，其实更美，文字也许只能展现少许的一点点，在表达的同时，却减损了大半。上周六，在桥香园吃着米线，耳朵里听到那些祷告的时候，我的心也被这些祷告浇灌，变得柔软....占个位置&quot; 2009-10-19T08:23:42.0000000Z tag:www.live.com,2008-08:/whatsnew/6403544982806810/0/298827DA34E52BC1!1757

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&quot; I kept asking Him all the morning why I got so dark and disturbed in my heart, just like a person who hasn't seen Him and knew nothing about Him,and why I coul...&quot; 2009-10-14T16:33:40.0000000Z tag:www.live.com,2008-08:/whatsnew/6403544982806810/0/298827DA34E52BC1!1756

<a href="http://cid-298827da34e52bc1.profile.live.com/">Banana</a> added a blog entry <a href="http://cid-298827da34e52bc1.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!298827DA34E52BC1!1756.entry">Protect my heart with Ur words</a>

&quot; Lord, are You too good for me to believe? I am sorry that I didn't go to church yesterday because of my haughty heart. Lord, I am sorry that I left my heart em...&quot; 2009-10-12T07:55:01.0000000Z tag:www.live.com,2008-08:/whatsnew/6403544982806810/0/298827DA34E52BC1!1755

<a href="http://cid-298827da34e52bc1.profile.live.com/">Banana</a> added a blog entry <a href="http://cid-298827da34e52bc1.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!298827DA34E52BC1!1755.entry">上帝憩于理性，行于热情</a>

&quot;&#160;&#160; 这几天浑浑噩噩的，脑子都不转。智商只能勉强维持上课，其他什么都想不起来。这是怎么回事啊？心里就是特别想我的神，想要更多认识他，亲近他，得到他。可能当不同于以往的新鲜经验出现时，在涵容它的过程中，理智暂时性地休克了吧，这种无能为力，也许恰恰蕴含着更大更深远的力量吧。我且在主里享受这种无能的感觉吧，因为人生的经验往往...&quot; 2009-10-05T15:06:04.0000000Z tag:www.live.com,2008-08:/whatsnew/6403544982806810/0/298827DA34E52BC1!1754

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&quot; It was a big day! Let's pray!&quot; 2009-10-04T14:02:38.0000000Z