What's Newhttp://sup.live.com/WhatsNew/RAFeed.aspx?cid=134b6648e4d0929f&mkt=en-USWindows Live2009-10-30T14:32:38.0000000Ztag:www.live.com,2008-08:/whatsnew/6403544982806810/0/134B6648E4D0929F!2920然 added a blog entry 莫碎。<a href="http://cid-134b6648e4d0929f.profile.live.com/">然</a> added a blog entry <a href="http://cid-134b6648e4d0929f.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!134B6648E4D0929F!2920.entry">莫碎。</a>"浑浑噩噩的过了些时日
朋友的关心如暖被
很想写下长长的回信
无奈话到嘴边却又觉得苍白
除了感激说不出一句完整的话语
现在的我还不能崩溃
看着亲人们担忧的目光憔悴的脸
害怕他们的安慰
温暖的话语把那仅剩的点点坚强蚕食殆尽
于是别过脸去
这条路还有多长多曲折我都得走下去
唯有对父亲的信任支撑着我
不管多久都要坚持下去
只是..."2009-10-30T14:32:38.0000000Ztag:www.live.com,2008-08:/whatsnew/6403544982806810/6/500EFA155D261AD1!8656然 commented on Peggy's blog post 放假一日<a href="http://cid-134b6648e4d0929f.profile.live.com/">然</a> commented on <a href="http://cid-500efa155d261ad1.profile.live.com/">Peggy</a>'s blog post <a href="http://cid-500efa155d261ad1.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!500EFA155D261AD1!8656.entry">放假一日</a>"Peggy，你一切都好就好。想念以前没心没肺的日子。"2009-10-30T11:52:53.0000000Ztag:www.live.com,2008-08:/whatsnew/6403544982806810/0/134B6648E4D0929F!2917然 added a blog entry 到不了<a href="http://cid-134b6648e4d0929f.profile.live.com/">然</a> added a blog entry <a href="http://cid-134b6648e4d0929f.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!134B6648E4D0929F!2917.entry">到不了</a>"吝啬的眼泪唯恐被外人看到
静静的独自喝酒燃一只烟
各种各样的嘴脸话语在脑海中发酵
有人戚戚不止有人奔走相告
而我注视着那双温柔的眼睛
牙龈开始出血肠胃一齐罢工脸色苍白
23年的生命里最重的承受
彼岸的生活应该是何样"2009-10-24T09:08:43.0000000Ztag:www.live.com,2008-08:/whatsnew/6403544982806810/0/134B6648E4D0929F!2916然 added a blog entry 唯独。<a href="http://cid-134b6648e4d0929f.profile.live.com/">然</a> added a blog entry <a href="http://cid-134b6648e4d0929f.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!134B6648E4D0929F!2916.entry">唯独。</a>"无颜直视他们红润的眼眶
于是我微笑着说没事我有信念一切都会好
守护着不平静
独自一人当手指碰到键盘
台风来袭
头上那一块天有多沉能抗多久？
翻出一瓶葡萄酒给自己斟上
时间淡去的颜色
是不是血液也会被稀释
窝在角落里
又有多少双眼睛凝视等待着吞噬
上帝随手关上了门
任我浑身解数泪流满面
 
  
 "2009-10-22T15:55:18.0000000Ztag:www.live.com,2008-08:/whatsnew/6262816084389130/0/134B6648E4D0929F!2909然 added photos to 灰<a href="http://cid-134b6648e4d0929f.profile.live.com/">然</a> added photos to <a href="http://cid-134b6648e4d0929f.skydrive.live.com/redir.aspx?page=browse&resId=134B6648E4D0929F!2909&view=thumbs&ct=photos">灰</a><a href="http://cid-134b6648e4d0929f.skydrive.live.com/redir.aspx?client=wnf&resId=134B6648E4D0929F!2915&ct=photos"><img src="http://puzuhw.blu.livefilestore.com/y1pz0Mj8EQQZVR__frLnuxlrJ1ltfYiCS9XVgLTXQo1H0OggeKwSWXbcF2DdnSADbpzYjNSFHhJx1wS4Idipw4dPA" alt="DSC02528.JPG" /></a><a href="http://cid-134b6648e4d0929f.skydrive.live.com/redir.aspx?client=wnf&resId=134B6648E4D0929F!2913&ct=photos"><img src="http://puzuhw.blu.livefilestore.com/y1plbB6hD4NqTwgcHzoZZ9WJpTapgGOj-VCubpJPcQg7noZ0QBNmrhwlDpjqZFdzF5PjCiS19kY69Pu88M_NvSnEA" alt="IMG_2787.jpg" /></a><a href="http://cid-134b6648e4d0929f.skydrive.live.com/redir.aspx?client=wnf&resId=134B6648E4D0929F!2912&ct=photos"><img src="http://puzuhw.blu.livefilestore.com/y1p5YPTb0vdD7KCxrfo6Qf9XObZ58Mllq6R1Zacg80rAENc8dybBY0BBuLga5SydL5nYFoFBSfshinSkBVQRD1hTw" alt="IMG_2761.jpg" /></a><a href="http://cid-134b6648e4d0929f.skydrive.live.com/redir.aspx?client=wnf&resId=134B6648E4D0929F!2911&ct=photos"><img src="http://puzuhw.blu.livefilestore.com/y1pY18-ldAQDLHm2zHiGUkVOFsYBUkmLWF1d2r9iP6QS5MvL5isBTC5gikwZXI_A4L4_ZkbvUibX0sJOYAJYMi5rw" alt="IMG_2751.jpg" /></a><a href="http://cid-134b6648e4d0929f.skydrive.live.com/redir.aspx?client=wnf&resId=134B6648E4D0929F!2910&ct=photos"><img src="http://puzuhw.blu.livefilestore.com/y1p76P999izy6Su5MvuLAoe4ma2ldziCnrTJqNxL85cFIx5sj0xJV38f0qZzJHNtbx0OgxJy50WQrg5H65mcBS7Ng" alt="IMG_2750.jpg" /></a>2009-10-22T14:20:46.0000000Ztag:www.live.com,2008-08:/whatsnew/6262816084389130/0/134B6648E4D0929F!2899然 added photos to Not Easy<a href="http://cid-134b6648e4d0929f.profile.live.com/">然</a> added photos to <a href="http://cid-134b6648e4d0929f.skydrive.live.com/redir.aspx?page=browse&resId=134B6648E4D0929F!2899&view=thumbs&ct=photos">Not Easy</a><a href="http://cid-134b6648e4d0929f.skydrive.live.com/redir.aspx?client=wnf&resId=134B6648E4D0929F!2905&ct=photos"><img src="http://bgby1w.blu.livefilestore.com/y1pTjocSXVFAr7vu-xNoiGV4Hqu73S99AnyzzPJ-AedfZgugoWyquF-mG9jgV-JAOfyKHj_Zp25p55LX0hJqJ9QKg" alt="IMG_2674.jpg" /></a>2009-10-16T03:10:39.0000000Ztag:www.live.com,2008-08:/whatsnew/6403544982806810/0/134B6648E4D0929F!2904然 added a blog entry 活死。<a href="http://cid-134b6648e4d0929f.profile.live.com/">然</a> added a blog entry <a href="http://cid-134b6648e4d0929f.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!134B6648E4D0929F!2904.entry">活死。</a>"迄今为止还是不明白本命年的算法
丰富多彩的2009让我怀疑是不是医院搞错了日子
事隔多年又一次回到家中过生日
帅哥手上递过的一束绛紫色的玫瑰不多不少正好19支
而我分明感受到了他手中的热度
已然不再爱的黑森林染一支蜡烛也是幸福
而此刻的我却无暇这些
为何不能停留在简单的19岁当时的人当时的我
越开越少的交流即便是长久相..."2009-10-16T01:24:24.0000000Ztag:www.live.com,2008-08:/whatsnew/6403544982806810/0/134B6648E4D0929F!2894然 added a blog entry 殇。<a href="http://cid-134b6648e4d0929f.profile.live.com/">然</a> added a blog entry <a href="http://cid-134b6648e4d0929f.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!134B6648E4D0929F!2894.entry">殇。</a>"事事不爽
最近家里的事情扰得我无法思考
父亲阴晴不定期满哄骗的态度让我极为光火
前几日回到位于湘西北的老家一路颠颠簸簸驶入大山深处
几次迷路几次绕道几次退回
绕江而行数小时
唯独我欣然所向酣畅淋漓
夏草繁茂掩住了道路跌跌撞撞爬上山头
先人所藏之地枝繁叶茂
俯首叩拜愿祖辈之安息求现今之平顺
中秋之际于江边点一盏孔明灯写下..."2009-10-06T06:12:21.0000000Ztag:www.live.com,2008-08:/whatsnew/6403544982806810/6/93288369E748418F!2654然 commented on Lijun's blog post 不是我懒<a href="http://cid-134b6648e4d0929f.profile.live.com/">然</a> commented on <a href="http://cid-93288369e748418f.profile.live.com/">Lijun</a>'s blog post <a href="http://cid-93288369e748418f.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!93288369E748418F!2654.entry">不是我懒</a>"你就是懒"2009-09-29T00:42:29.0000000Ztag:www.live.com,2008-08:/whatsnew/6403544982806810/0/134B6648E4D0929F!2892然 added a blog entry Thing<a href="http://cid-134b6648e4d0929f.profile.live.com/">然</a> added a blog entry <a href="http://cid-134b6648e4d0929f.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!134B6648E4D0929F!2892.entry">Thing</a>"突如其来的压抑感
一切不过是国王的新衣
看不清的意图
如是愚笨
如是自欺
人不见不知哀
子非鱼安知鱼？
 
 
可否看到光
嗅到希望
 
我痴望着太阳
听惯了风的温柔
听惯了风的怒号
 
我游走在路上
看惯了星的闪耀
看惯了星的寂寥
 
当我提起
当我想起
就连梦都忘了
不是恨
不是欢喜
 "2009-09-28T08:43:48.0000000Ztag:www.live.com,2008-08:/whatsnew/6333180533593497/8/GeneralProfile.Photo然 has a new profile picture<a href="http://cid-134b6648e4d0929f.profile.live.com/">然</a> has a new profile picture<a href="http://cid-134b6648e4d0929f.profile.live.com/"><img src="http://blufiles.storage.msn.com/y1pRWSRYbaHBzgYOvkWyhVl36oUy0u3vCo8bAR5HUQtXcr-0zqRoGHOktmDQCnmvVqC5XU9YZgv2BE" style="float: left; " /></a> | <a href="http://cid-134b6648e4d0929f.profile.live.com/notes/">Comment</a>2009-09-22T05:57:44.0000000Ztag:www.live.com,2008-08:/whatsnew/6262816084389130/0/134B6648E4D0929F!2880然 added photos to Thames Festival 2009 London<a href="http://cid-134b6648e4d0929f.profile.live.com/">然</a> added photos to <a href="http://cid-134b6648e4d0929f.skydrive.live.com/redir.aspx?page=browse&resId=134B6648E4D0929F!2880&view=thumbs&ct=photos">Thames Festival 2009 London</a><a href="http://cid-134b6648e4d0929f.skydrive.live.com/redir.aspx?client=wnf&resId=134B6648E4D0929F!2888&ct=photos"><img src="http://0euwna.blu.livefilestore.com/y1pS7w2SnFk08LVA3E1aH51SPgj1QpC_q-FPP6wGTzpfp7G1fnTGBdbYVeLDqaDgDDbMLRM2JKBSWcZyiEFUbfafw" alt="IMG_2427.jpg" /></a>2009-09-17T17:52:15.0000000Ztag:www.live.com,2008-08:/whatsnew/6403544982806810/0/134B6648E4D0929F!2886然 added a blog entry 罢也<a href="http://cid-134b6648e4d0929f.profile.live.com/">然</a> added a blog entry <a href="http://cid-134b6648e4d0929f.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!134B6648E4D0929F!2886.entry">罢也</a>"晚上从医院回家一阵妖风直接把本人的帽子吹飞
上个周末被Thames river上的凉风吹得飕飕的
冬天来了
于是感叹动物本能之强大
之前兼顾卓绝的暴饮暴食终究成功的养出了一身过冬的肥彪
很好很强大
在减肥的路上背道而驰，泪奔ing
 
 
 
 "2009-09-16T23:35:52.0000000Ztag:www.live.com,2008-08:/whatsnew/6403544982806810/0/134B6648E4D0929F!2875然 added a blog entry not all<a href="http://cid-134b6648e4d0929f.profile.live.com/">然</a> added a blog entry <a href="http://cid-134b6648e4d0929f.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!134B6648E4D0929F!2875.entry">not all</a>"here and now
I feel like a beacon
fierce
may, may not
last call of the final confession
act, etc
 
被时期掩埋的英雄主义瞬间爆发
一只杯子空了
曾经疯狂痴迷的微笑
 "2009-09-08T11:28:58.0000000Z